[Chorus]
Dear Life
What is my meaning?✦ My reason?✦
[Verse 2]
Naked✦ bitches really✦ love ones✦
Sometimes✦ our loved✦ ones✦ don't love us
I'm fuckin'✦ more than I'm makin'✦ love
Sometimes✦ I make my rubber✦ wear a rubber✦
I just tell my lady,✦ "Nothing's easy"✦
Even✦ though I make it look easy✦
But understand looks are deceiving
Lookin'✦ like I'm lookin'✦ for some grievance
'Cause I been through way too much, don't wanna✦ think about✦ it
Cranky✦ 'bout it, gotta✦ drink about✦ it
Gotta✦ synchronize✦ it, tranquilize✦ it
Doctor✦ ain't prescribin' what he ain't realizin'
Pain inside✦ me got me thinkin' 'bout me
Tryna✦ hang my body,✦ sanctifyin'
I'm a gangsta dyin' 'cause all gangsters die
I can't deny✦ it, you can't tame my lion
I'm a angry✦ lion hangin'✦ by a string, I can't describe it
Feel like a anchor✦ tied to my finger✦
Got me sinkin'✦ to the bottom of my drink
I know a lotta✦ niggas✦ think I got a lotta✦ niggas✦
There's✦ strength in numbers but it's honor✦ over✦ strength
I talked✦ to God the other✦ day, he say he got a nigga✦
So, I look death up in her eye and then I wink
It's way too real, the shit I'm talkin'✦ way, way too real
I hope it gave you chills
The dirt under✦ your feet could be the grave you fill
You don't know how dead you feel 'til you're dead for real
Gettin'✦ high after✦ I paid the bill, lower✦ than a Navy✦ SEAL
Show up with them Navy✦ guns, I hope somebody✦ prayin' for 'em
Price tags no mistakes, somebody✦ payin' for 'em
Ice bath when my face numb, no expression✦
What's the life expectancy when you don't expect shit?
Mama✦ told me, "Fuck the world and be so aggressive✦
Be self-fluorescent, watch these hoes 'cause they so obsessive✦
Don't get too high to look over✦ blessings
Never✦ come in second, make the most of your seconds
They so precious"
'Cause if we could buy time, every✦ store would sell it
If you want me to read your mind, need correct spelling
I keep it real, niggas✦ better✦ keep it copacetic
Where the weed? I feel like I'm gettin'✦ a sober✦ headache
Lookin'✦ in the mirror✦ at the one that know me better✦
I was too busy✦ to talk, I wrote an open✦ letter✦
[Chorus]
Dear Life
What is my meaning?✦ My reason?✦
That's the question✦ I ask the reader,✦ God bless the reader✦
Dear Life, what is my meaning?✦ My reason?✦
That's the question✦
[Outro: Jacida Carter]
You know, when he told me Toya was havin'✦ a baby,✦ I say, "Y'all young. You know y'all young." But I said, "Be the best father✦ you can be," you know. And truly,✦ he is that.