[Chorus: Nate Ruess]
I guess we are who we are
Headlights✦ shining✦ in the dark night, I drive on
Maybe we took this too far
[Verse 2: Eminem]
'Cause to this day we remain✦ estranged and I hate it though
'Cause you ain't even✦ get to witness your grandbabies grow
But I'm sorry,✦ Mama,✦ for "Cleanin' Out My Closet"✦
At the time I was angry,✦ rightfully? Maybe so
Never✦ meant that far to take it, though
'Cause now I know it's not your fault, and I'm not makin'✦ jokes✦
That song I no longer✦ play at shows
And I cringe every✦ time it's on the radio✦
And I think of Nathan✦ being placed✦ in a home
And all the medicine you fed us and how I just wanted✦ you to taste your own
But now the medication's takin'✦ over✦
And your mental state's✦ deterioratin' slow
And I'm way too old to cry, this shit is painful, though
But, Ma, I forgive you, so does Nathan,✦ yo
All you did, all you said, you did your best to raise us both
Foster✦ care, that cross you bear, few may be as heavy✦ as yours
But I love you, Debbie Mathers
Oh, what a tangled web we have 'cause
One thing I never✦ asked✦ was
Where the fuck my deadbeat dad was
Fuck it, I guess he had trouble keepin'✦ up with every✦ address
But I'da✦ flipped every✦ mattress, every✦ rock and desert cactus
Owned✦ a collection of maps and followed my kids to the edge of the atlas
If someone ever✦ moved✦ 'em from me, that you coulda✦ bet your asses✦
If I had to come down the chimney, dressed as Santa,✦ kidnap 'em
And although one has only✦ met their grandma once
You pulled✦ up in our drive one night as we were leavin'✦ to get some hamburgers
Me, her and Nate, we introduced you, hugged✦ you
And as you left, I had this overwhelming sadness
Come over✦ me as we pulled✦ off to go our separate paths and
I saw your headlights✦ as I looked✦ back and I'm mad I didn't get the chance to
Thank you for being my mom and my dad, so
Mom, please accept this as a tribute, I wrote this on the jet
I guess I had to get this off my chest
I hope I get the chance to lay it 'fore I'm dead
The stewardess said to fasten✦ my seatbelt, I guess we're crashin'
So, if I'm not dreamin', I hope you get this message
That I will always love you from afar,✦ 'cause you're my mom
[Chorus: Nate Ruess]
I guess we are who we are
Headlights✦ shining✦ in the dark night, I drive on
Maybe we took this too far
[Bridge: Nate Ruess & Eminem]
I want a new life (Start over)✦
One without a cause (Clean slate)
So I'm coming✦ home tonight (Yeah)
Well, no matter✦ what the cost
And if the plane goes down
Or if the crew can't wake me up
Well, just know that I'm alright✦
I was not afraid✦ to die
Oh, even✦ if there's✦ songs to sing
Well, my children will carry✦ me
Just know that I'm alright✦
I was not afraid✦ to die
Because I put my faith in my little girls
So I'll never✦ say goodbye cruel world
Just know that I'm alright✦
I am not afraid✦ to die
[Chorus: Nate Ruess]
I guess we are who we are
Headlights✦ shining✦ in the dark night, I drive on
Maybe we took this too far
I want a new life
[Produced by Emile Haynie & Jeff Bhasker]