[Verse 2: 2Pac]
Now that I'm strugglin' in this business,✦ by any✦ means
Label✦ me greedy✦ gettin'✦ green, but seldom seen
And fuck the world 'cause I'm cursed✦
I'm havin'✦ visions of leavin'✦ here in a hearse, God, can you feel me?
Take me away✦ from all the pressure✦ and all the pain
Show me some happiness✦ again,✦ I'm goin' blind
I spend my time in this cell, ain't livin'✦ well
I know my destiny is Hell, where did I fail?
My life is in denial and when I die
Baptized in eternal fire, I'll shed so many✦ tears
[Refrain: 2Pac, 2Pac & Shock G]
Lord, I suffered✦ through the years and shed so many✦ tears
Lord, I lost so many✦ peers and shed so many✦ tears
[Verse 3: 2Pac]
Now, I'm lost and I'm weary,✦ so many✦ tears
I'm suicidal, so don't stand near me
My every✦ move is a calculated step
To bring me closer✦ to embrace an early✦ death, now there's✦ nothin'✦ left
There was no mercy✦ on the streets, I couldn't rest
I'm barely✦ standin', about to go to pieces,✦ screamin' peace
And though my soul was deleted, I couldn't see it
I had my mind full of demons tryna✦ break free
They planted seeds and they hatched, sparkin' the flame
Inside✦ my brain like a match, such a dirty✦ game
No memories,✦ just a misery✦
Paintin' a picture✦ of my enemies✦ killin'✦ me in my sleep
Will I survive✦ 'til the morning to see the Sun?
Please, Lord, forgive✦ me for my sins 'cause here I come
[Refrain: 2Pac, 2Pac & Shock G]
Lord! (God!) I suffered✦ through the years and shed so many✦ tears
God, I lost so many✦ peers and—
[Verse 4: 2Pac]
Lord knows I tried, been a witness to homicide
Seen drive-by's takin'✦ lives,✦ little kids die
Wonder✦ why as I walk by
Broken-hearted as I glance at the chalk line, gettin'✦ high
This ain't the life for me, I wanna✦ change
But ain't no future✦ bright for me, I'm stuck in the game
I'm trapped inside✦ a maze
See this Tanqueray influenced me to gettin'✦ crazy,✦ disillusioned lately✦
I've been really✦ wantin'✦ babies✦
So I could see a part of me that wasn't always✦ shady,✦ don't trust my lady✦
'Cause she's a product of this poison, I'm hearin'✦ noises✦
Think she's fuckin'✦ all my boys, can't take no more
I'm fallin'✦ to the floor
Beggin'✦ for the Lord to let me into Heaven's door, shed so many✦ tears (God please help me)
[Outro: 2Pac, Shock G, 2Pac & Shock G]
Lord, I lost so many✦ years (I suffered✦ through the years) and shed so many✦ tears
I lost so many✦ peers and shed so many✦ tears
Lord, I suffered✦ through the years and shed so many✦ tears
God, I lost so many✦ peers and shed so many✦ tears